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fi - like a woman scorned.
7th October 1988 - a star
is born. paranoid android. online since 2003, here you'll read about her daily spasms, visual spreads of close loves and a tinge of artworks from time to time. welcome to her humble abode.

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Wednesday, October 29, 2003

Listening to- If I Die Tonite by Too Phat

Todae i got sum of ma results back n i flunk ma Social Studies. I got like 24/50...juz one mark n tat bitc- ok i wun swear in tis holly m0nth. I got a pathetic 51/100 fer POA wen ma classmates got like A1. Nvm its ok..atleast i got 82/100 fer physics but onli 60/100 fer Bio..but i managed to pull myself an A2 fer Science tis yr n i'm appie enuff! Fer Malay, i got 69/80 which i reck0n i'm de highest in class..(tats wat everione saed.) Apiz was furi0us..mayB he's juz to0 ambitious..i mean, lo0k at his face..i can feel blo0d rushing to his head aready. Bud u guys did quite well too so there's not much of a difference in my being de highest onn0t. I'm tottallie losin hope in being am0ng de t0p 5 tis yr..Didi, Zul, Bib n Apiz beat me in m0st subjects aready..so i tink top10 can uh..but tat dun mean a thing ah.
I dunn0 if i'm hallucinatin maself or juz tat i'm tryin t0o hard to get Apiz's attenti0n but didn't w0rk. Our eyes meet like so0 many times n i g0t all nerv0us when tat happens. Was he lo0kin at me or wat! I wish he culd juz speak up one dae. Watched de class played ball todae n he juz sto0d there wid his sleek dark hair n tat to-die-for megawatt smile..damn was he cute. Its pretty ir0nic how two pple who were once lovers can bec0me total strangers in de end. HaizzZz...
Its been 3 daes of puaser n somedaes it felt n0rmal..2 daes ago, i finally started prayin. Can't believe how i managed to get up fer Subuh but seriousli, it felt go0d. Its been so long since i did tis n n0w then i'f realised h0w different it feels. haizz...kalau haikel tau ni mesti dier appie kan. Klah, wanna pray then slp abit b4 sahur..




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