Listening to - All I Want Fer Xmas by Mariah Carey

Fcukin tired..i'f been workin on tis shit since 5.30pm n now de thing juz wun cum out de way i want. I wan pitas..i dun care..anitin but blogger. Blogger u suck. Suppose to buy hp yesterdae but abang sae todae can buy...then c la..nk step "alamak...nari tutop ah..xmas..camner ah...?" Org bodo jer tak tau xmas kedai tutop.
Todae nenek, datok semer move out..they decided to slpover ma aunt's plak..gd thing, da boleh tdo atas katil..bad thing, ruma sunyi.. : (
Afta they left, siap2 nk bli hp beh tk jadi so i cum over ma aunt's...to0 excited to play net..then at 7.30, went to Tm, bot two swatches fer Kelly n Mya..haha first time beli xmas presents..jakon skit..then me n abg headed to their hse at Wdlands Circle..jumpe Kak Niz n all...It was great uh de party..First off kite duduk, mkn spaghetti..ah tons of food man, i ate like a pig todae..then there was dance floor n all...i watched satu2..abg terplecuk! kiwak..kekek sia dektu..peh slenge. Helped Mya layan her frens..step kakak2 la..step tak kenal abg..padahal2..teehehe. Then they start to open presents..malu sak nak kasi..luckily they like red..ni ah slenge beli dua2 same colour. Afta tat they started to drink..we brought FCUKs tapi last2 aku tk dpt rase..siak btol. Yadayada i left first..tot of takin taxi but no money so ended up takin 168 - alone. How pathetic...
Reached ma aunt's...baby pon kol...he has been worryin alot nowadaes...he saed he was afraid to lose me. Haiyah, sumtimes wen he sae tis kinda things..i realli dunno how to react to it. N laz nite wen i told him tat he's free to do watever he wants n i will nvr object..he started to cry..he wudnt admit. but i noe. i cud feel it. damn. Its not tat i dun luf him, i relli do..but de tot of indulgin in anuther relationship afta a failed one, let's not even get there.
Ok i hope tomoro's gon b DE dae..pls ah, de temptation to hold 7250i is freakin strong!! Aite, i'm sleepy..m0rnin'. muacks..yah, n merry x'mas!



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