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fi - like a woman scorned.
7th October 1988 - a star
is born. paranoid android. online since 2003, here you'll read about her daily spasms, visual spreads of close loves and a tinge of artworks from time to time. welcome to her humble abode.

CONTACT
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AUDIO


VISUALS
zoological
thecannery
coccolatte
aidilfitri06
london
nitot18
filthnight
hairspray

READS
amal// amanda// aruna// aysha// cherilyn// chinonet// dallilah// dan// danial// daya// dee// dha// dian// dinie// dyllah// diy// dy// eka// fae// fazli// fiffy// fir// fuhrer// hadi// hairul// hani// iansqrl// ida// ili// ilie// jaja// jane// jason// john// joo// khai// leha// lela// lina// mamat// min// mizee// naq// nj// nurasz// nurul// nysa// rasool// razif// reize// ria// samantha// saufie// sazz// shady// shameen// shasha// shazy// shyanne// sijia// shobi// sofia// tasya// xue// yanni// yazminda// yuse// zanna// zombiez// zura//

BLOW// THE RED WAGON// THE FAG SHACK// JUNK YARD FACTORY// STUDIOFROST//

CREDITS
blogger
rotter and friends
photobucket
adobe ps 9.0;cs2
VBrush
deviant art
c-box
my flash fetish
webmonkey
file cabin
file den
dynamicdrive


•all images, contents and
artworks in this blog
©fivefecta 2007.
thank you =)•


Wednesday, December 17, 2003

Listening to - Suga Suga by Baby Beesh ft Frankie J

SO yar its me again, takin big leaps in ma god damn life. Had dance practice tis morn'...we're doing a Staccie Orrico number fer de sec1 orientation n i heard Mr Shah's gonna do Britney's Me Against The Music remix...yikess!! Juz can't get enuff of tat song..
Finalli, i got myself to ask fer a break-up. Culdn't find a more sensible thing to do den to ask fer it face to face. I was suppose to meet Haikel at 5 so before tat i followed Nis to TM n did sum shoppin..to0k photo stickers wer u can sit or staNd or lie or however u wish to...n they're freakin cute!! Ok i'm jakon but realli...its cute! Bot de perfect nail polish colour n Nis bot shoes! I was pretty nervous wen i first saw him..he planned to treat me to Swensens n i can't believe i'm gonna ask fer a break up on our anniversary! Nis stayed wid us fer awhile..few mins afte de food came, she left. I felt pretty awkward sittin der wid him so it to0k a whole lot out of me to pop out de question.
Wat happened next is still fresh in ma memory...wen i saed "i nk break..." he just shrugged. Can u believe tat?! He saed since i wanted it so much, he haf to let me go. I'm lik so glad he culd take it like a man. So i went on eating lik everiting's normal untill he asked "so whu's ur next target?" which almost made me choke. He kept quiet n i didn't noe wat to sae either. Feeling lik a total bitch, i had offered to take de bills in but he insisted on payin..so waddaheck. I had expected him to stomp off but de fact tat he was so nice abt it...it almost made me cry. I went to de bank n he was like "fer de last time, i ikot u..ok?" Saw Li's bruder...n finalli Haikel left.
So now i'm back, shit-free, no strings attached. Finalli lifted de heavy weight off ma chest. I figured tis is de best ting to do. I mean, y hold on wen i'm gonna rip his heart deeper. Baby didn't msged me de whole dae n i was like sooo worried. I've never felt tis worried over him like tis b4. It juz struck me. No matter how often he says he loves me, i still haf to face de truth..coz wat goes round, cums round...n wat goes up, muz cum down.




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