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fi - like a woman scorned.
7th October 1988 - a star
is born. paranoid android. online since 2003, here you'll read about her daily spasms, visual spreads of close loves and a tinge of artworks from time to time. welcome to her humble abode.

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thecannery
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aidilfitri06
london
nitot18
filthnight
hairspray

READS
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BLOW// THE RED WAGON// THE FAG SHACK// JUNK YARD FACTORY// STUDIOFROST//

CREDITS
blogger
rotter and friends
photobucket
adobe ps 9.0;cs2
VBrush
deviant art
c-box
my flash fetish
webmonkey
file cabin
file den
dynamicdrive


•all images, contents and
artworks in this blog
©fivefecta 2007.
thank you =)•


Monday, September 13, 2004

ALo2!!!! *giggles hysterically like a maddd woman*

Yah did i mention i saw Anep at tM laz nyte?? Ah...*mepek tak layan la....*

Okay I give up Aidil and I juz got back in touch and i'm so damn happy more than delighted even more than excited I can juz go on and ramble about him on and on and on and fuck it i haf to stop but i cant cuz i so fcuking miss him like so bloody much no words or all this space i'f got in tis blogshit is ever enough!!! ~pheww...wtf. Gosh okae let me regain maself..

Sensibly..LAst two nites Aidil popped out into ma life - once again. Aufi, ma neighbour who juz moved out *sobs* was tha one whu bumped into him n gave him ma new number..sweet rike.haha. The moment i heard his voice, i was like..gosh, dun make me cry, wtf. Tat similar voice which i thought was the last i cud ever hear 3 months ago.So we talked for awhile..n he saed i wasnt tha onli one whu waited for 3 months. He told me nuting else apart from his hair has changed..from a to-die-for blond streaks to nothing at all. Haha! N whether he did had a girlfren onnot, i dun even wanna go der, i dun tink i cud accept tha truth, muchless noe whu's lying..It doesnt matter i guess, cuz it doesnt make a difference. Made him sang for me tat xPdC song he use to sing for me..ouh so suh-weEt! For 3 months, tat song's tha onli thang tat reminded me of him..

We didnt had any chance to see or call one another for 3months, no one knows where one of us were, no one seemed to noe our phone numbers...like one of us was zoned out to another planet. Perhaps, its my fault..cuz i'm tha one whu changed ma fone number n was stupid enuff to lose his..I had to admit to him, tat yes i did missed him badly. Badly enough to think tat maybe he is tha ferst guy tat i can't possibly live without. Its kinda lame, n yah stupid too cuz i've never liked sumone so much. N to make it sound worse, he's juz tat guy i got to know on a bus. But watever's between us is more than juz exchanged numbers. Cum to tink of it, i still hate myself for not being able to trust him. He mentioned everi word i use to sms him in tha past..Like how i once smsed him tat if he wun call ani sooner i wud probabli die of missing his kisses, his touch and his voice. Gosh, wtf, i cant even recall all tat..And he even saed he wasnt able to move on either...but why, i had to ask, wud sumone hold on so strong?Anyting cud haf happened within tat 3 months..he's in NS now n NS guys r deprived of onli one thing...blerggh! I can't wait to meet him tis comin Sat once he gets out of camp!! Till then can i ghet the truth, well..hopefully.

Tis is ghetting creepy..never missed sumone badly...never got back what i'f lost..never felt like tis before.

"Dun make me lose you twice.."
"U wun by the end of tis year cuz u will haf to stay by my side after that."





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