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Saturday, September 18, 2004

Listening to - Destiny by Zero 7




Argh. I feel so...i can't describe tis feeling but as i ghet on my entry for tonite, i shall try to come up wit an adjective for it or..u'd juz figure it out urself k. Todae is tha dae most people my age wud spend studying for their prelims but i decided to spend it unwisely . Woke up like around 11 plus n i consider tat pretty earlie cuz i slept at 3 in tha mornin..(blame Fee D for tis, he talks too much). A chamber maid got into me wen i found myself washin tha dishes..cleaning the kitchen..swept the floor n vaccumed my bedroom..Wanted so much to impress ma mom but obviously the whole house turned back into a shipwreck wen she came back 5mins ago.

Waited n waited desperately for Aidil to kol but he didnt untill about 2plus, i cudn't decide if i shud be pissed or sympathetic wen he saed he needed to sleep as he was tired after returning from camp..So yea i saed ok maybe he deserves the rest n probabli meet me up late in tha afternoon or sumtin..Den i koled Fee D. Dun ask me y. I juz did n ya we went out..He dons a short hair now..hahaaha cant help it la, i was immuned to his long-nak-step-beatles hairstyle aready den now da mcm bdk police bwahaha. So ferst we went to Cityhall..gi Funan cuz i wanted to take shots of hi-tech gadgets..So mcm sardin la masok kedai n secretly snapped..der was tis gadget, so hi-tech to the max nyer, its a tiny camera installed into a computer n u can take pics of urself regardless of wer u go cuz however u move, the camera eye will follow u..waaaa style seyy mcm nak kebas! And den kite gi Spore river..cuz from der, i ghet the perfect view of s'pore's most modern buildings (I'm doing modernisation for Prelims Art)..Ade byk tourists nga sebok2 posing infront of the river n there we were, jakonist locals sebok2 tgh amek gamba buildings..haha den Fee D saed he wanted to stop by Hendrix! Haha wtf tat boy petang2 gi Hendrix..huahuahua. Ok den we walked around looking for Atm machine, but i forgot wer i use to take out money wen i was at tat area. So kite jalan balek to Funan n Fee blanja satu zinger! Satistied wit tat cuz i was sooo hungry n a zinger a dae keeps the growlings away. Penin was next, bumped into tis shop, didnt even bother to look at tha name, i spotted a fitted brown pants but wen i tried it i swear tha button wud pop ani minit so linca2 tuka balek n Fee tried on a brown boardshort..(haha wassup wit brown?!?!) But it was rather tite, Fee da gemok i tink haha. Last2 satu bende haram pon tak beli but the salesboy was cute about it haha serious, he so funny he kept on laughing at everiting i did..pk aku bahan eh ah!?


Dat was when Aidil finalli smsed me, it was around 7 aready..late rike! He promised 5 sak. He told me to go meet him at town den wen i asked who he was wit, he saed 3 frens..ah wtf mayn..I was xpecting to spend the dae alone wit him. Like privately n shit, n obviously my expectations were too high. Fee went back home and i reached Orchard at around 7.15..saw Dee and her sista, Nana i tink n dunno whus tha other girl, no introductions occured. Walked wit dem abit untill i reached Taka's 7eleven n joined Aidil n sum of his frens..Arep was der! Ah i dun daresay i miss tat dickhead cuz wen i lost contact wit Aidil i didnt ghet to see him animore either. He still as noisy la sumtimes i cudnt figure out wats he sayin cuz he likes to shout n squeak n suddenli giggle all at the same time..wtf. His girlfren was der too..the same girl he showed me in his wallet 3 months ago..chey lama seh. But she was kinda quiet n reserved, i saed hi n smiled n all but realised i was toking to myself haha. Aidil looked tired n worn-out..felt like kicking myself for being pissed earlier on. Slacked outside taka..i kinda hate doing tis, goin to town n slack at Taka. Suddenli sumting horrifying happened. Arep called a group of guys to cumover n one of dem looked like Akim..the guy i gave my number to on the same nite i gave to Aidil. Tis Akimbo haahaha he use to like trail my every move n insisted i like him, even wen i changed my number, he sumhow or another got hold of tat too!! He knew i had sumtin on wit Aidil but I use to deny all tat so yah haha our history is funny. So I was like 'shit!' n hid behind Aidil..I noe Akim spotted me aready cuz he was still rooted to the ground wen all his frens had cumover..Aidil was like 'hey ur sayang!!' Wtf he tinks its funny ah?!?! Akim looked mortified, he was also trying his best not to look at ma face. Luckily dey all left within 2mins. Tat Arep needs to shut up sumtimes. Finally we start to 'walkabout'..Went around town, i even passed Hyatt n i actualli secretly tried to look for a bellboy whu looks like Lace..I juz need to see Lace in person..!!!!Argh. I saw Khairun, tis guy whu goes to tuition wit me..i tot he was a mat selekeh but turned out to be..still a mat but more kempt ah..n weewit..got girl in his arms ah hahaha. Tak padan.


See..i tink i feel rather dejected ah. Dejected it is. I dunwanna see Aidil anymore.




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