Listening to - nuting.

Went to skool todae..dunno wat made me but i juz did. It was a waste of time ah, partly..skipped Literature class..well cuz Tasya saed she didnt wanna go. She's like the most hardworkin one whu wun skip classes n suddenli she decides to skip todae's class..i dun see y i shud be any better. Was kinda kering cuz Li n Sha werent in skool..den Bib n Hani were like..irritatingly snap-twisting one anuder to death..Saw Ein across my classroom n he saed he wanted to walk about or sumtin..so he n i ended up havin sort of a one-to-one talk at the fourth floor..not much kids came to skool todae so it was rather quiet...It's been so long since i last talked to tat guy..almost a year i guess. High time we did sum catchin up. Talked about so many things..even those i never tot we wud share..matters close to the heart..his complicated love life..my complicated love life. Infact, my screwed-up love life. I was somehow amazed at how things can change so significantly even without us realising it. He n Bib..he n Fiffy, den fara..den suddenli me n haikel..hahaha wat was i tinkin!?! Talkin to Ein serves me as a good breather. Just wat i needed. He's a guy. I'm a girl. I understand how his life has revolved around girls n he too relates well wit all the shit im facing..Sometimes talkin to the opposite sex makes ur problems more relative, i guess.

Ok. So tat was skool. N i shall not prolong the torture ani longer, which means, i wun be goin to skool tomoro. Argh..for the record, i havent seen Li in a long time..kinda miss the presence of tis woman. Heard she's sick or sumting..kay then, ghet well soon girl.

Yah aniwae i saw Aidil wit anuder woman. His ex. One, he lied cuz on the dae i saw dem together, Aidil was suppose to meet me up. Two, i saw them together wit my own eyes. Three, my frens saw them holdin hands in the mrt station rite after i saw them outside. Four, he denies holdin hands. Five, he still keeps her picture in his wallet. I'm not his girlfriend. He's not my boyfriend. So y the fuck m i so affected. Tis entry shall be of different extreme to the one about the dae he popped back into my life..which wasnt tat long, like..a month ago? If givin every girl the same special treatment is his way of life, then to me, i'm not special anymore. Cuz i'm not every girl. I tink he can stop 'displaying' me to all his frens n telling them tat i'm his 'girl'. Cuz to sae sumtin n mean the other...can be very disgusting.

Don't pop back into my life - again. Please.




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