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fi - like a woman scorned.
7th October 1988 - a star
is born. paranoid android. online since 2003, here you'll read about her daily spasms, visual spreads of close loves and a tinge of artworks from time to time. welcome to her humble abode.

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aidilfitri06
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nitot18
filthnight
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BLOW// THE RED WAGON// THE FAG SHACK// JUNK YARD FACTORY// STUDIOFROST//

CREDITS
blogger
rotter and friends
photobucket
adobe ps 9.0;cs2
VBrush
deviant art
c-box
my flash fetish
webmonkey
file cabin
file den
dynamicdrive


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©fivefecta 2007.
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Friday, October 15, 2004

Listening to - Top A Tappa by T.O.K

Ferst dae puasa!And wat did i do to uphold tis profound, joyous n spiritual occasion? Slept the whole afternoon and got up onli 10 minutes before buka. Wtf. Infact i dun even feel the spirit coming..Last nite, wen people are rushin to the mosque for their ferst terawih (is tis how u spell it?) i was at Yasalam while Aidil had his dinner..pondering on the credibility of the fact tat the next mornin i will be goin to skool wit an empty stomach. I dun tink i will be doin much of terawihs tis yr (not like i haf before)..i dunnolah my mum didnt initiate aniting. Skool was ok..eh u noe wat Mrs Sing was askin if i wanna cum to skool nxt week cuz she saed most people wont cuz they rather self-study at hme..I wasnt optimistic my parents will allow me to skip skool for two weeks but den juz now they saed ok. WeeeEee..best nyer. Dalah puase..punye la penat nak gi skola..Oh shit. I juz realised i havent got myself a baju raya..can u imagine how pathetic the state i am in rike now?

Yes aniwae i finally got to meet Aidil last nite..after..so many let-downs..No big fcuk eh? NooO of cuz its a big deal ok..its a freakin god-damn big deal to me!!! Went to meet him after tuition..den kite gi makan..jln2..abehtu gi main playground..hahaha abehtu kawan2 dia dtg plak..Satu ari tak jumpe takbleh agaknyer..Ey im not complaining..Aidil if ur reading tis, 1st, ur forgiven..2nd, u had ur chance to mit me last nite wat..3rd, i miz u i miz u i miz u i miz u..4th, call me plzzz.??N pleasee..i hope my MD is still alive..Its my 14th bdae present n i treasure it more then my life..And the onli reason y im lending it to u is because u mean as much.

Theres many more things i wish i can say to aidil..but not wen i haf to realise the right i haf is onli so much..I wun wanna hear him say things beyond my reach..the impossible and the far-fetched. And i hate feeling tis way..to swallow back watever u really wish to sae and let him noe..Cuz face it, i'm not even his girlfren..no?

Kbye..poa tutorials...aiyoOo..~




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