Listening to - Belaian Jiwa by Taufik Batisah

my friend, my partner in crime, my life saver, my brother, my everything. *shruggs*.

was havin those headaches all dae. n wen i brushed ma teeth in tha morn, i puked a glob of phlegm probably filled wit traces of tar n nicotine. passive smokers die faster y'noe. can't stand all tha smoke at hendrix last nite.
had dinner wit the whole fam at swensens airport. y? cuz abang's goin to ns. sheesh. he's been gettin all tat special treatment n luckily he's goin off on tis sat..cuz i can't stand it!!! i'm jealous- so wat? blah~ i dunno if it makes ani difference once he goes to ns. we dun tok much. but wit him around, i got thru heaps of deep shit. nvm, i dun tink it will make a difference. but whu's gonna drive me around on late nites? ok fine. i'll miss him. but just a bit. he better not read tis.
after dinner, got hme. anep koled, cuz he saed he was hungry, n wanted me to go supper wit him. da kul 12- gila kah?! was lazy. like pig-lazy. but i saed yes, cuz i wanted to take ma mD from his place too. so got changed n luckily der was still the bus. den wen i reached p.ris, he tanak makan. no money or sumtin. forced him to eat since we're aready at 24hrs. but he tanak. forced again. tanak again. leceh betol la ni anak. den fine, walked to his place, got back my mD *hugs*. anep has a new job. while im still rottin at hme. was 1 by den. so chilled for awhile at his bustop. let him make fun of ma bulging tummy. mcm nak bagi jer. tok cock tok cock tok cock..hailed a cab, n went hme.
went hme, masok msn, muke die lagik. hehe. anep told me the real reason y he didnt wanna eat cuz his dad told him his mum cooked. but nw he saed der was no rice left. n he's starvin. haha. nilah. degil nak mam takbleh ang. watever. but criousli i hate it wen pple sae u wanna eat, but suddenly changes ur mind. it just bothers me. anep shud'f eaten. n tis two chicken wings lyin helplessly on tha table - ma sista saed she wanted to eat it!!!!!!!!

argh. food is drivin me nuts~






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