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fi - like a woman scorned.
7th October 1988 - a star
is born. paranoid android. online since 2003, here you'll read about her daily spasms, visual spreads of close loves and a tinge of artworks from time to time. welcome to her humble abode.

CONTACT
fi_briton@hotmail.com
[friendster]
[myspace]

AUDIO


VISUALS
zoological
thecannery
coccolatte
aidilfitri06
london
nitot18
filthnight
hairspray

READS
amal// amanda// aruna// aysha// cherilyn// chinonet// dallilah// dan// danial// daya// dee// dha// dian// dinie// dyllah// diy// dy// eka// fae// fazli// fiffy// fir// fuhrer// hadi// hairul// hani// iansqrl// ida// ili// ilie// jaja// jane// jason// john// joo// khai// leha// lela// lina// mamat// min// mizee// naq// nj// nurasz// nurul// nysa// rasool// razif// reize// ria// samantha// saufie// sazz// shady// shameen// shasha// shazy// shyanne// sijia// shobi// sofia// tasya// xue// yanni// yazminda// yuse// zanna// zombiez// zura//

BLOW// THE RED WAGON// THE FAG SHACK// JUNK YARD FACTORY// STUDIOFROST//

CREDITS
blogger
rotter and friends
photobucket
adobe ps 9.0;cs2
VBrush
deviant art
c-box
my flash fetish
webmonkey
file cabin
file den
dynamicdrive


•all images, contents and
artworks in this blog
©fivefecta 2007.
thank you =)•


Monday, March 07, 2005

Listening to - nuting.

the princess is here...FI..ARA!! automatic, supersonic, hypnotic, funky fresh, work my body, so melodic..blablablab..nanananan...lemme see you 1,2 step!!! *slaps face.

dang. is tat song just dumb, or dumb?! still i'm addicted to it?!?! (because you're dumb,yourself...) OI! i heard u okayy. i dun intent to blog tonite, just dun feel like it but i feel like i need to get sumthing off my chest..like there's sumtin bothering me and nobody is up now to listen so yah..ferst off, i've been losing my voice for the past few daes, like it's on and off..sumtimes i can't even hear myself, i end up shouting. and wen i do, i get others staring at me. but wen i don't..i get pple asking what? excuse me, pardon..? or they just go yes yes yes...as if they understood watever i just conveyed. its like a yearly routine and dun tell me to drink warm water or guggle salt water, let it cure au naturale, okay.
been busy applying for courses in tp eversince results' out. law's my ferst choice..out of the 11 i chose. was 12 at ferst, but wen the server hung on me, i clicked 'back' and forgot to re-click marketing as my last choice. nvm, like i can see myself as a marketeer 10 years later? havent been working..which means, i havent been doing aniting fruitful this past week. been going to queenz. well here's my chance, i dun tink i can still club once my ferst sem starts. if, im accepted into any semester at all.
i ought to be sleeping now, shall start the dae early tmr. im so careless. if i hadnt went to tat stupid dfs interview last yr, i wudnt haf to take out my prelim results slip n place in tat adidas bag which is..nowhere to be found now. and i need to prove to freaking tp tat i got a pathetic B for my cca just to get one point deducted..so i can get into law. u noe wat, loyang shud just invest on sum letter stamps so they can just stamp our stupid cca grade on our cca cert. urgh. tis is so frustrating!
and sumting else is also. like having to deal wit people whu just cant help having crushes on u? and u tink ur sum ms sweetie and try ur best to stay friendly..yet, get mistaken for wanting to lead them on?! and ur own guy fren thinks ur so vulnerable and weak, he shields u from his other guy frens so u wun fall under their cheap, flirtatious traps? and just when u tink he's really being thoughtful, u find out, he still has feelings for u tat u tot he has aready gotten over wit years ago!! urgh. can all the guys..i mean, every single dick left on tis earth just spare me? spare me sum cheap tricks. i dun wan to get swept off my feet, or get my breath taken away, much less get my heart skipped a beat. not even one, it can't anymore. i dunwan the whole world to like me. cuz i aready haf one person to like me..to luf me, and make me feel like i can haf the whole world to ourselves.

now tats wat tat has been bothering me.
so can i go to sleep now.




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