i hate to reminisce the times before we got serious. i hate to miss all the boyfriends i use to hung out with. i hate to miss calling you my bestfriend. i hate to miss the times when what you said don't matter. and what i said didn't matter to you. i hate to have let you chased after me. over and over again. i hate to be controlled. i hate to be told what to do. i hate to be misunderstood. i hate to be misjudged. i hate to be called stupid. i hate to be jealous. i hate to be called too sensitive. i hate to say 'whatever' all the time. i hate to hurt your feelings. i hate having chances to let you down. i hate crying each time you don't kiss goodbye. i hate crying each night we argue. i hate to think that you don't love me. i hate slamming down the phone before you finish. i hate you slamming down the phone before i finish. i just hate hang ups. i hate. i hate, i hate. i hate.



i hate how i still can't stop loving you.



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