SEVENTEEN.

still it feels quite the same. i wouldn't say i didn't expect this year to be my best birthday ever, considering the fact that this year, i have all the most wonderful people i can ever imagine, around me. this heart is so heavy, it doesn't feel quite right. yet, i hope. something's amiss. last night, almost twelve midnight, i was still outside racing my way home, looking at my phone nervously, thinking, will anyone remember. and then when the moment finally came, the response was so overwhelming it almost brought me to tears. people i've met and left, still remembers. people i never spoken to. people who doesn't know my full name. you know, acquaintances like that. but then again, there's always them bestfriends. people who would go to any extent to make you happy. even if it's just messages saying how you're that crazy fuck in their world..how much they love you and the person you've grown to become. even if it's just a phone call to let you listen to them sing for you the birthday song. even if it's just all that. it made me so happy. i don't need expensive presents and extravagant dinners. i don't need you to splurge on me today. keep the cash. i just wanted you to make me happy today. and afterall, it is suppose to be happy birthday, isn't it? was that too much to ask?

on a lighter note, i got a creative ZEN NEEON mp3!!! best siakkkkkkkkks ni bende. thanks mak and ayah..i was hoping for iPod nano but heck ok, this is 5GB and it's purple eh. cool shit punya. and this time, they bought a cake from jack's place and i just blew it actually. so..i shall go now and godeh this thing further.



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