TODAY IS BABY DAY.


i'm so relieved, that even after all that..all that whole bullshit i said to him, he still took me in today to let me break my fast at his place. it was a bliss siak. i wanted to make up, i really did. but when i looked into your eyes, i could almost hear you say, " erm i don't think this girl loves me? " there's a doubt there. AND I KNOW IT'S ALL MY FAULT I MADE YOU FEEL THIS WAY. yes yes, i know i said something really not right last night. it was the truth, too honest, i might add and joo is right, it's such a fake world. i've been thinking about it. and this time, i skipped the fear. well if you're too afraid to fall in love, spare him the pain. then don't fall. spare yourself the bruise too, right? i've made up my mind larh ok.


i love you baby. from day to day, i do.



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