i wanna be just like you.//

strong and steady
you could take it all
rule number one
never let them know
rule number two
never cry to sleep
i wanna be just like you.

i don't want things to change for now because so long i know you don't really care about my feelings or how i'm hurt because of what you say, i will not want to change anything i have left for you. you've taught me how to realise my own mistakes and go to every extents to make it up to you. i've had enough of being nothing but a thousand apologies in your eyes. not this time, i will not be. i never did hurt you because i never did say those words you thought i said. i'm not running back to you. i'm not saying sorry for things i never do.



so today i went to the american club with nys for our t&g grad night rehearsals and it was nothing but a waste of time. most models from my grp didnt turn up and bryan's grp took so long to rehearse their choreography and that was just selfish because the rest had to wait hours just to get on that stupid 'platform'. in the end, lulu made us strut outside the ballroom and we did it in ten minutes. i discovered today that the guy that caught my eye in the previous grad nite is now in my group!! GULP. martin looks totally ripped off from a magazine cover, i tell you. most of the models i met today was all quite tall. which is a good thing. well models ought to be tall, isn't it. and i thought one of them looked like jay chou whom lulu seriously thinks, is ugly. like wat the hell is wrong with that woman. she's a freaking chinese who's so into malay guys. she says malay guys are so perfect. HAHA, LIKE YA RIGHT. well than again, who can deny that. malay guys are so much better looking than chinese guys. well no offense. it has been proven. malay guys have bigger eyes and sharper noses. okay maybe it doesnt matter anyway because I STILL LOVE JAY CHOU. and he's not malay, don't worry.



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