is it wrong that i am now having a huge crush on a girl but i do not see her as a girl, instead i always tell myself she's a boy so that i can have all the infatuation i want on her. now you tell me, is it just wrong?! she's a boy. she must be. so gorgeous. lips so luscious, kissable like a baby's bottom. WAH. FREAKING OUT ALREADY? GO AHEAD. FI LOVES *U*** FOR NOW.

i have friends who arent in talking terms and i wish i could've done something to prevent it.
im turning lesbian.
i know i am not needed.
i hope too much these days.
i get easily sad over nothing.
i failed myself by having yet another fight with my bf in less than eight days.
i squirm at couples who do dumb things to prove their love.
like jumping off a bridge, for example.
i should stop being possessive, we're not joined at the waist.
i have to remind myself, we want this to be different.
SINGLE AS IN NOT MARRIED, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
i think friends come and go.
the ones you least expects, stays.







come on fi, you know i want you back. soon.



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