the diamonds of my heart, the aces of my card.//

if it helps, thank you? to those who cared? i'm not fine. how can i be, right? but i'm learning to handle this on my own. haha. nope, he hasn't found someone new. he's not like that, i know. move on? no thanks. my life is his. his is mine. i will never move on without him. maybe in the future but certainly not for now. in the meantime, i should live life as it is, not listen to love songs, cut myself at the wrist or jump off a building. nope. the shower gel we both use, ck one; his presence still lingers, tho he's not here anymore. no matter how long. i'll wait. you said i shouldn't cry anymore. you said you'll come back to pick me up from where you left me. is that a promise? because i'll wait.



time to snuggle up in bed with ben&jerry's and mel's FHM.



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