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this will be my first post for 2006. had my first firework. first kiss. first hug. first hangover. first facial wash. first burger. first panadol. first sleepover. and so the list of firsts go on. this year's countdown shall not be the best because esplanade was full of people, full of banglas especially and what had to make everything worse was that i just had to fall sick on this very day. had too much to drink last night because my bf loves seeing me drunk. thanks for letting me get wasted in your arms. i love you. i love you. the fireworks was awesome, it was so huge it looked like little colourful rockets coming for us. the whole place was jammed-packed, barricades everywhere. my headache was really getting into me, it seemed like an ecstasy of people swarming around me. so here i am, still at the bf's place, lacking sleep and wished we hadn't even bothered to go out for countdown, in the first place.

2005 has been nothing but full of blessings and i wouldn't wish for any bit of it to be different. finally out of loyang, great o level results. my dream school. made new friends. but old friends never leave. i learned to earn and be more independent. my family moved. relationship with dad improved and the same goes to the rest of my family. but anep was the best thing that happened in this very year because he not only taught me something special but made me see life in a whole new different meaning. i've known him for seven years now so that feels like i've known him my entire life. my childhood crush-cum-lover-cum-bestfriend-cum-soulmate. i thank god for never stopped letting our paths cross and making this year the year where our chapter progresses.

i have always been good at resolutions but this year, i want to gain weight. BWAHAHAHA. i doubt i can ever achieve that even if it takes another million years! 2006 will be different in its own ways, i'm sure.

so goodbye 2005....and bring it on, 2006.



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