( oh where
oh where
can my baby be? )

i miss our bubblegum romance. i miss those times when we're kids. i miss the day when i first saw you in school. when everyone teased us because we carried the same school bag. i miss the time when you and the boys stole my water bottle during recess. and you throwed it back to me, with your phone number scribbled on the plastic wrapper. i miss the first time i called your house. it was my first time calling a boy, i didnt know what to say. so i ended up asking when's your birthday. and when you said it was third september, i said oh, i just wanted to find out how many months are you older. i miss the times when i use to come to school early with the girls, just to watch you play soccer on the field. i miss the time you kicked the ball towards me and i had tripped and fell. you didnt help me up but just stood there laughing. and i didnt cry. because i liked the way you laughed at me. i miss the times when all the girls called you a jerk but i disagreed because. because you were the cutest boy in the whole wide world. i miss the time when you use to live near the school. and you'll wait for me at the traffic light after school. and watch me get on the bus before you leave. i miss the time you came to school with a bandaged arm. but with only one hand on that day, you still played basketball with me. i miss the time we played catch in the library near your house. when i ran away with your wallet. and you chased after me all the way to the playground. and i gave up. and we just sat there on the swings and i was so happy because that was the day you first gave me a lollipop. i miss the time when you use to be shorter than me. i miss the time you first asked me out. we were only eleven, going to beach road. and we were just kids on the train, sitting on the floor. and i miss the time we wore stussy tshirts together. and while at the carpark, i miss the time i saw you flipped when a dog tried to sniff your jeans. and i just stood there giggling. because i liked the way you were scared of dogs. i miss the times we had self-study sessions in the canteen. and your class were after mine. and you always tried to sit infront of me. and i will get butterflies in my stomach because you kept on looking. i miss the time i let you write in my diary. and in that diary, you wrote "may our relantioship remain." and i thought you had written the sweetest thing in the whole wide world. eventhough 'relationship' was mispelled. i miss the times when we use to call each other right after school. i miss the time when your voice was similar to that of a girl's. i miss the times when you will always tell me about all the bicycles you stole. and i miss the times when we get excited whenever pearl jam's last kiss was on the radio and we would put our phones near the speakers so we can listen to it together - eventhough we have not kissed.

but it was special. everything about you was special. you'll always be that cute little boy i once knew. the only one boy in my heart.



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