a big fuck to allison whatever her name is, the second cibai kanasai employer after pamela from dufry singapore. if that's the case? ok sudah! not gonna elaborate further. *punches the wall*

it was his place and up town today. he really made my day better. especially after THE CALL. first, he clinched me a new job interview. then for god knows how and when, he finally coaxed his mom into transfering us some cash because he couldn't liquidate his pay cheque untill this saturday. and he was so thoughtful because even when we were like so poor we can start busking any second, he still wouldn't let me touch the money we had set aside for bangkok later on. so mama saves the day ah. thanks alot ah bongok, you always make things happen! it was agonizing enough to window shop but we really found so many nice things today. and i know he can buy anything he touches now but not for my case, im currently broke. so i try not to look at the girls section whenever we enter a store. it sucks. my bad, actually. i should've listened to him and learn to be more thrifty in the future. i use to handle my finance well, like i jot down every expense in my organiser, even taxi fares. but now i just break the habit and start picking a new one by getting uneccessary things i don't need. and most of the clothes that i realise, have been constantly buying this few months, are all impulse purchases. i don't know if you guys are aware of the severe conscequences that come with impulse purchases but i study about this shopping behaviour in school, so i fully understand my critical condition very well. ssighs.

to cheer me up, this cute little bongok promises a full-swing shopping trip next month. *smirks*

and now i can't sleep. cause the faster i sleep, the faster i'll have to wake up and the faster i'll have to be away from him for five days.

goodbye people. i'll miss this while i'm gone. :(



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