MIXEDFEELINGS.

haikel is now rambling on and on to me about the all-age party mos is having next week. is it? urgh. can ex-boyfriends just get the fuck away from me. so kentalan bacin sia.



the day i felt that my hair wasn't too short to tie up. and it was also the day i realised i have too many green tops in my wardrobe. fetched the girl from dome where everybody seem to be holding their sessions at nowadays ey. weird. that stupid cat is disgusting. it seems to come around everytime they have practices. mimi is that ugly thang? yeah whatever somebody kill it pls. went to bedok for dinner. the pretty girls trimmed my hair. nys've got beef with one of them. i think she's just sore that i didn't have it done at t&g instead. cmon nys. toni&guy's not the only place in the world ya know. *rolls eyes* back at cb for snapple and i went back to her place while waiting for fee d to come fetch me. he says i look good on an sp by the way! but i can't tompang people for goodness sake..too weak i guess, need to pig out more. i'll drop the bike once the pillion hops on i swear. went to siglap tempat biasa for late night supper..had the best mee kerang in the whole wide world. we were both broke as hell. i was expecting him to pay for it like hahaha bitch he always pays k. it just so happens that his account was seventy cents short that night. and i fuckin hate it when this mat rempit like to peng gile babi ok. scarry ah. normal you might say. but still, i think it's dangerous. especially on highways or roundabouts.





(attention: green top again.) it was really depressing having to find ourselves being relocated over at the changi branch today. the nlb building was about a fifteen-minute walk from expo's mrt station now how fuckin far is that. and there's no direct bus or any shuttle services accessible..how inconvenient and melengohkan kaki aku. but we made it through and this time we got laptops and a closer desk under one cubicle. but still. there's one fuckin big minus point: no net access.wtffff!!! we couldn't stop grumbling about how boring and mundane the job's gonna be and she even made me ask asmah if we could have our laptop accessed to the net and even tried convincing me that asmah favours me more while at it.

"erm....because i have to check my school timetable.."

"oh i'm so sorry there's not any in here."

hahaha! what nerve i've got! ya right. takde net konon..tk kasi main ckap! after sha left after a halfday's work, i was all alone, bored to the bone, typing in data entries of titles from super big posters. asmah even made me print the sets that sha had conveniently left untidily on her desk, which left me clearing the whole mess up as well. mcm siak. then i lost my patience and my eyelids were weighing a ton on me so i made hot milo for myself at the new pantry. thank god, the fridge there is atleast filled compared to the one at kaki bukit. they had all kinds of junk stuffed in there i almost went on to dig into a packet of bread when before i could close the fridge door shut, i saw the sign on it that states "Non-Muslim". and a makcik tudong walked in and glared at me.

"oh ni tak halal eh cik..," i faked a sheepish smile.

fuck, that hotdog bun could've been mine. grr. the boy returned from kl last night and met me up after work today and he bought me an abercrombie..i really love the shirt, nope it isn't green eh. bumped into an ex-prischoolmate of ours and discovered she was three months pregnant. i didn't ask i swear, cause it wasn't even obvious untill she flashed me the wide grin and cheerfully said "dah tiga bulan tau!!..feel it lah!!," and took my hands to her tummy. i was like yeahh erm okayy..she was so excited and talking so loud i was looking out for stares like i'm the one who's pregnant here haha pretty much felt like giving her a tight slap kalau ikotkan hati. wahaha. i don't think it's something to be proud of like hello woman suke eh kau mengandong! haha! yeah okay so they're getting married by the end of this year. wants to make use of the boyfriend's medisave or so i heard. haha. so anep.. bila kite nye turn? bwaahahahhhahha!

other than that, things are...yeah, drying up. just drying up.