whatever will be, will be.


it's funny ah how people can...come and go? how feelings can change in the blink of an eye. how girls cheat on their boyfriends. or how friends turn into foes over trivial matters. or that moms are no longer bestfriends. and how easy it is to sweep someone off their feet but leave them hanging the next day. how someone you slept with is just another face on the street. how people live a lie. how mistakes are not necessarily regrets. i am awed...of what mankind are capable of doing to one another. it's just a thought that has been bugging me for quite some time. a bit too paradoxical for my own good actually. whether was it guilt or just pms, i am perplexed. but im glad my period came. cause whenever it does, i think more.


back to school monday today. we are no longer freshies...wahahaahah!!!! it's hard to tell the difference tho. cause everyone looked quite the same? takmo step popular please? esp ili with her knee-high socks and hockey jersey kita malu tau. hahaha..the girl had to stay back after school for stupid cca open house, busy luring disgusting gatal boys from engine school to join hockey, i suppose? my new class is so gonna suck. ICANTBELIEVEOGREISSTILLMYCLASSMATE yucks. and payphone's still around wtf..and some other people i had prayed so badly would never become my classmate ever again. god surely has his ways eh. karma is this? but i shall fret not, cause there's still xue and sijia..*love* and ibonne!!! ...and ok lah chek meng too. (sssleeping...ah..? *wank* *wank*) bwahahahaha!! had the two-hour lecture which i miss having so much like totally..! and hanging out with the girls as well, checking out for new faces hahaha. i think naqiah is the most step popular among us. shrugs. lunching over at ITAs having our usual dishes. and ended up watching child porn in my laptop after that. hoho! my friends are all paedophiles. we love watching underaged kids making out hot and heavy at staircases. ok seriously it's disgusting. (but they do exist, so stop being in denial fucks.)


after sending budak gila hockey girl to her cca booth, fae, naq and i headed out of school and i went back to anep's place soon after. and to my delight, mey2 helped me install ps cs2 version 9.0 into my laptop. wahahaha!! thanks ah!! woohoo the newer version is a lot easier to use but i havent really got the chance to meddle with the other functions yet. as usual, it rained again this afternoon. anep and i had dinner at tamp central and before heading home, i decided to play teka-teki with him but it turned out that anep no childhood one orh! cause he was such a loser at teka-teki can?

"banyak2 mi, mi aper takleh makan?"

HAHAHAH. misai lah bongok! everyone knows the answer is misai okay!!

#2:
*stretches out his arm and points to his wrist*
"okay ni ada banyak2 rumah ok, red house kat sini.."
*points to his elbow*
"blue house kat sini..."
"okay mana white house?"

*confidently points to the tip of my nose*
"white house kat sini pasal ade bukit."

i was like, what? MY NOSE? BWAHAHAHAHAHA! syg, white house is at washington d.c and any loser knows that larh!!

oh my god my boyfriend is so dumb sia. -_-