without him looking, i shall update this thing..shhh. hehe.

sha and i just finished our lunch now and work is getting more relaxing day by day. i'm bored. tony won't talk to us. so does all of the other people who drop by to talk to him and step kecoh. pfft. i think i might just find myself going through only about two to three boxes of books today. no shit. ah fuck this malay song that sha's listening to right now is really getting on my nerves. annoying gila. well today it was a great start coz sha finally decided to be a good girl and start going to work. mummy's girl la katakan, dia da byk berubah da skg. bought some food before punching in so we didnt have to go out for lunch today. and we discovered the beverage maker in our pantry. meddled with each button pushing 'sugar', 'water' and 'creamer' excitedly and giggling like an ass. our favourite button would be 'milo premix' wow sha makes the best milo drink u noe. and i didn't notice the water dispenser and went on to drink from the tap instead. kental gila. sorry i ni bukan kakak2 office mana la i tau. and it's bloody freezing in here. they said the low temperature is essential in order to preserve these books. which leaves us pretty much..brainfreezed?! abeh sha bnget "takpe, skg kan buku lagi penting dari orang." wahahaha. not many are online in the early morning hours. accept for the two of us i think. which is why we always end up chatting with each other most of the time. eventhough her desk's like directly behind mine. we found a handful of really disgusting people on friendster today. i won't be stupid and heartless enough to mention names or put up their links but really, there are sooo many in there. apek mkn babi. muke karat lagi takde? hmm. nobody's perfect eh sha. hahaha. sorry but friendster's our only source of entertainment to kutok2 orang and at the same time cuci mata for eye candy. ahahaha. and i can't believe we're getting paid for this! omg! haha. one more hour to go (before i punch out)..you can do this fi. well this is just random things that goes on at work but really i need to blog about something that has been disturbing me these days. but i just can't u noe. haf u guys ever been smacked right in the face with problems you wish to rant on and on about but they are so petty and leceh u don't want to even start. hmm?

well let's not then. i'm getting numb. haha. ntah kenapa eh. but i don't really care anymore u noe. if u think im not capable of giving you even two squirts of happiness or that you just HATE me now, then i suggest. angkat kaki and leave. ok. coz it's pretty rediculous to find someone saying one thing about u and keeps running back and going after you all over again like he means the other. playing catch with you is exhausting. sick of running away and sick of getting caught all the freaking time. so for now, i shall not choose to run again. i shall stay put here and just stick to my grounds. you're right lah sometimes eh: "i don't think we can go that far lah.." BIG JOKE.