the day the doctor shove a 50cm tube up my nostrils.//


had woken up extra early (although my check-up at changi general hospital was at two in the afternoon) just to make my way to anep's place first. been spending most of my time there these days and yah ili, you should come over some time wahhahaha! (private joke.) was late as usual, i always have problems rising early so to make up for it i surprised him with mac breakfast at his doorstep. im startin to not get use to pampering him ah why ah? so yes i suppose i was twenty minutes late for the check-up as well because anep and i had to wait like an hour for my turn to come. doctor was good-looking. that was a great start, i thought. cause i just hate hospitals and clinics and the fact that i didnt know what the check-up has in store for me, could be needles or syringes waiting to pierce into my body, i have no bloody idea. i mean, it's just tonsils. they wouldn't try to scrape my throat just yet, would they? but the doc with the suave american slang had something else in mind. he simply fished out a long, okay maybe not really 50cm, thin, black scope-looking tube and smiled: "imma put this in your nose coz ey, i've gotta check, if there's another tonsil back there so yeah juz relax.."


the first thing i asked was if it was gonna hurt and he assured me by spraying something into my nose saying that was suppose to make it numb and not feel anything. but obviously, doctors LIE. the moment he sprayed the damn thing into my nostrils, i started crying and sneezing blood. like suddenly my whole respiratory system starts to fail. then came the tube where slowly, he began inserting in into my nostrils and while at it, i could feel it seep into me, probably making its way through my nose shits or something. wahahhaha! i've never had anything shoved up my nose before. suddenly i felt like those people performing magic tricks using noodles and strings you know!


so they found another one right behind and it's blocking almost 3/4 of my breathing passage. that means, i need to get the op done real soon. so next week, my parents will be coming down again to sign a parental consent. i'm still unsure about it though, it's just so scarry thinking about it. i keep telling myself, it's just tonsils lah kentalan bacin think about those people with brain tumour will you?!!


the sneezing didn't stop for the rest of the day, bet the nasal spray was really strong. anep and i headed down town for a little shopping cause on saturday, i totally blew off all the plans he had made for me due to some disagreements here and there. yah ha i seem to screw alot on that saturday. sorry ok aysha and lilo for cancelling out on you guys to club at m.o.s at the very very last minute!! yah i'm such a wussy ass girlfriend who opts for sleepover at the boyfriend's rather than a wild night out with the girls. i can't help it see i was really feeling down about what happened between me and anep at that moment. sorry girls..


back to town, great sg sale was ongoing but we didn't find anything nice that was discounted. ck jeans offered the worst ck designs i've ever seen and even the one at taka was practically robbing everyone in the broad daylight. haha anep went into Guess again, in hope of finding some nice shirts but the ones on sale were really, so burok!! went everywhere and at the same time tried to find something appropriate for his friend's birthday. he ended up getting himself a zara tee which looks like those from topman but heck ah this boy has something against topman now. it's really sickening how he tries his best to prevent me from entering topshop. wahahah kalau dah common tu common je larrr k. haha.


oh and do you know how insulting it is to have your boyfriend smirk and mock at you and keep reminding you that you're broke while you're excitedly rummaging through the whole galore of forever21 apparel? when you know he was gonna pay for you but he just had to be a dick and remind you that you're using his moolahs instead of your own? aku bingit gila sia! almost made me turn into a bitch fit before he finally dragged me back to the store again and bought me two tops. that boy like kanasai ah sometimes. you know the feeling like want to cekik2 him untill he die? ah like that.


i realise, i can stay as mad for only so long cause he can be all cute and adorable if he wants to. but i liked how he said "YOUR ATTITUDE SUCKS, FI!" right into my face. woah okayy..whatever kay! we all get hot headed at times right? well after supper at simpang bedok, we then cabbed back home...yawnnn..so tired now..nights...