as you can see, i'm very much alive, thank you! and to all well-wishers, i'm getting better each day. except for the wounds in my throat, it still hurts like hell. ili took those shots about three hours after my op..hehe sempat senyom eh. been feeding on soft food for the past days and i'm afraid this might have to go on for the next few weeks. which means, my digestion will turn abit more liquidated then the norm which also explains why i kept on shitting today! yuckks. and my faeces is like...eww geli la. one of the side effects to my medication, i reckon. the freezer's stocked up with more haagen-dazs now yesssssssah! but too much ice-cream makes me wanna throw up sometimes. i'm not the soft food, porridgy, soupy kinda person. i need my zinger soon. it's hard to stay full nowadays and even the doc had warned me of severe weight-loss. whoa. i'm like so freaking thin already larh can't you see?!

on a much more serious note, the whole op process was abit too scary for me to handle. if you know me well enough, you should know that i do have a very low treshold for pain. and before i was being anesthetized all i could worry about was what if i were to wake up in the middle of the op. wahh seram siak. but i guess waking up during the op isn't as bad as not having to wake up at all, right. heh.

thanks to ili, naq and alep (naq's bf) for paying me a visit! and anep and fee d who dropped by and were tongue-tied to see my grandma sitting there but kidnapped me with a wheelchair shortly after. they brought me around the hospital and anep bought all of us ice-cream at seven11 where we bumped into hadi as well. and lastly, thanks to dee and wanie for dropping by during their breaks (they're both student nurses attached to cgh). i won't be going out much for the next few days so people do come by my house and save me from ultimate boredom like pleaseeeee. (the tots especially, cause we're planning to throw a big party in september.)

okay nak tido. bye!



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