today marks the tenth day eversince my love life fucked up and that asshole just had to break up with me fully knowing, he can never live without me. nor can i without him. just face it, you bloody love me for christ's sake. you and i know, you fucking love me.

and it explains why i don't really have anything to blog about these days except cry myself over pretty old pictures and reminiscing about our first kisses because you, my dear, practically takes up atleast half of my life, god damn it. spare us all the trouble, darling. please come back?

and of course, while that question seems to turn abit deceptive and blur at times, doing this whole 'we're-friends-but-not-really' thing is really getting confusing and downright depressing. i know i've said it one too many times, i don't deserve nuts. but please keep this in mind, sure i've lost the one i truly love and everything, but i still do have a life that is begging for me to go on with.

and on that note, i have promised myself to stay as busy as possible for the upcoming weeks and hopefully untill the time when school resumes for me.

more happier posts to come. :)



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