today i got up at one in the afternoon when i was suppose to have tuition at ten thirty in the morning. i even had the cheek to sms "cik, tolong ingat kan fakrul besok ada tuition.." last night before i went to bed. hurhur. and fakrul only woke me up at eleven with KAKAK KAT MANE!! how irritating. but he's adorable. when i hung up my head was heavy and my eyes weren't even fully-opened. the boy is good at pretending to sound disappointed whenever i said 'sorry fakrul, kakak sakit ah...' i wonder why am i not fired yet. if my mom were to engage a tutor like me for either one of us, she probably wouldn't let her go on to primary two. kuakuakua i think fakrul likes me. after another round of smses, apologising to the girls. yes aku busted sia. but please try to understand my situation. i woke up with a fever. to prove my point, last night i even argued with my brother over the phone for lending my mambo bag to his friend and using my tika and not kebasing all the pasir pasir from his previous sentosa trip. after i demanded for his crumpler bag, i quickly packed all my stuffs plus my bikinis and shades okay. hahahaaha itu maknanya aku betol2 smangat nak pegi cuma aku demam la chibai. okay sorry again loves.

i found fluciderm lying around so i applied some of that stuff onto my eczema and i kinda forgot to wash my hands after that and went on to rub my eyes. and now it hurts like hell because i have a cut in my left eye. chao nai nai. i don't know how i got the cut. in the eye some more. pukimeks.

i did nothing the whole day. yes i am aware that i could have made full use of the day to take a look at my notes atleast. but no. msn, eat, abit of mohabbatein (?!), eat again, dinner and slept again.

my handphone line is back! but nobody msged me. aku da bayar bill korang tanak msg, time aku belom bayar, satu satu msg tanya bende bende bodoh. my mom couldn't stop showing off the pictures she took with gunawan yesterday. "muke licin dik! hensem! so bloody good-looking tau dik!!!! i suke tgk muka dia dik.." yelah tu mak. but frankly speaking i do feel a little remorse for not turning up at the airport yesterday. he had his arms around jaja's shoulders and it's not fair because i would've turned up in better clothes and a nicer smell. hiakhiak. well, never mind gunawan, my dad's bringing teuku ryan next. itu aku mesti pegi punya.

zouk zouk zouk. it's aldrin's last night tonight and i just found out. wahahaha like it would have made any difference sooner because my bank account is running dry and mak says i must study. o wells, life's a bitch. i can't sleep which explains this really random and tak perlu entry. yesterday with only three hours of sleep, i went out to accompany nys pissed to cdc for her btt which she passed by the way i'm such a lucky charm. she made me skip yet another set of theory lessons because she says she's unfamiliar with the place and the people so that makes a good enough reason for not being able to leave her alone. so i relented. i saw a couple of familiar female faces with other color tags instead of red and dark blue and i swear to god, i cannot wait to advance. to wing tai after that, the lady seemed like a really nice person and we were shocked when she said she knows lina from parkway topshop. wakakakaka kecoh ah!!! met bib and off to bugis for ring and bag hunting, budget dinner and shampoo and conditioner. my hair sucks. we sempat lepak at cb when we came back down to tampines eventhough my eyes da sepet and terkebil kebil already (read: three hours of sleep!).

yishun with joo tmr. i hope i don't get lost and have weird gatal tak sedar diri pakciks staring at me on the road anymore.

i miss being kissed. yes i watched good advice this evening and it got me so lovey dovey fuck but too bad, i forgot we had an argument last night which dragged till today after i warned him, we're just friends and nothing more. mulot mcm chibai.

yes you didn't have to pretend to accidentally send me that sms you know.

"Mos.."

pe saje je. lame ah kau.



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