my body is not functioning well. i vomit everything i eat. dee says i'm bulimic when she watched me puke into our workplace toilet bowl yesterday. i thought i could manage the bus ride home but three stops before mine, i threw up again. right smack in the middle of the aisle. drenched in my own barf, i quickly gathered all my things and made a quick exit. there wasn't many passengers but the two boys sitting two seats next to me had a frantic look on their faces. with black mascara running down my cheeks and nose sneezing out even more barf, i must've looked like the scariest thing on earth. holding my cardigan against my mouth, i hopped on the next incoming taxi. im sorry i had to pollute the cab like that but i really couldn't help myself. as soon as i got home, i jumped straight into the shower and later on went to check my bags for anything dirty to be washed. thank god my puke didn't get into the mng shopping bag or i might have just risked ruining the new top zaki had bought me earlier. something is definitely wrong with my body. the whole night i spent sleepless, making multiple visits to the bathroom. in a good way this has prevented me from feeling all bloated. this barrel, i swear, it's as big as my breasts now. argh i hate to be sick.

the two-day mc is really unnecessary cause i feel so much better already. on a lighter note, a shot from last friday's impromptu trip with fae, naq, diy, era and cheryl. ok fine it wasn't entirely impromptu but i'm not suppose to go clubbing once school starts kicking in. owells, it sucked cocks anyway.






to me, you're strange and you're beautiful
you'd be so perfect with me
but you just can't see
you turn every head but you don't see me
i'll put a spell on you
you'll fall asleep
when i put a spell on you
and when i wake you i'll be the first thing you see
and you'll realise that you love me




tomorrow is something to look forward to.



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