TOTS AT SENTOSA.

















i love this pic. they took it while i was in the showers. cis! let's do this again please please please i miss you guys loads seh. we were alot more hyped back then diving off the yellow platform, playing bury-me-in-the-sands and of course ah truth or dare!! gosh i miss being stupid with you girls cause you girls are the best people to be stupid and silly with. we should all make more time for each other right now whats with the business and everything. and nys should do something about her skin, stop whining about the sun already. we miss you.

i will upload pics from kbox tomorrow. am too tired to get my hands on them right now. so much have been happening today. from the moment i was woken up to all the debate and endless questions and doubts. i now know what to do next i just need some time and people should stop expecting so much of me. i am only human. i cannot be everyone and be everywhere all at the same time. give me some time. let me rectify this.

to all of my friends who are always there for me, i want to say thank you. people like the tots, sha, zul, bib.. no matter how busy or drifting we may seem, i somehow have this assurance that you guys been making efforts to keep up with what's going on in my life and actually take the time to point out my mistakes or give me advices cause you guys have been there and done that. and i hope i'll get all the brochures and pamphlets i need from nys in helping me with my research (like how regan has advised me to). that'll be really helpful of her. and people like rauda, natasha.. for listening to my ramblings at esplanade that night. i love you girls. especially to fee d!! he's been really patient. he knows me inside out like a brother i never had. i know i have his support no matter which path i choose to take. thanks for driving me around when i can't sleep at night. for just being there.

see i have so many people around me who gives a fuck about me yet i still don't understand why there are some people who still can't seem to let me stand on my own two feet and insist that MY FRIENDS AREN'T REAL FRIENDS. give me a break ah. this is my life. i don't need someone who didn't go through all this shit with me to tell me what to do. real friends or not, who's to say? i appreciate your offer but trust me, i know who my real friends are. of all people i don't need you to point them out to me, thank you very much.

don't treat me like a kid. i choose my friends wisely. i know how to filter the good ones from the bad ones. why would i go around confiding in people whom i cannot trust. respect my privacy will you.

and if you guys know me well, you should know better that you could prolly say it to my face than having to pass the message on to others. others i mean, people from my past. people i am trying my best to forget just so i can move on.



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