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fi - like a woman scorned.
7th October 1988 - a star
is born. paranoid android. online since 2003, here you'll read about her daily spasms, visual spreads of close loves and a tinge of artworks from time to time. welcome to her humble abode.

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007
andromeda.

yay my mom put back the modem in today! last night she got into a bitch fit and took all the wires out while i was in the shower. what the fuck is wrong with this lady. afterall she isn't very pregnant, yet. as you can see my friends are busy squabbling at the side. they are not even fighting over me. they're just fighting over who's fatter than the other. oh what bimbos i have for friends. still bimbos are easy to love. they're not fat yet they think they are. so they fight. cute kan? nyahahahaha!

there's so many things to eat at home nowadays. i like.

i did the most ridiculous thing last night. since i can make him pee in the sea, ju-ju makes me do things i don't want to do too. we were just walking aimlessly before spotting this particular star and moon in the sky. can't help feeling like it's winking at us. was a nice surprise. he makes me do the wrong things yet it always feel very right. so to a very ridiculous place we went. the sky was so beautiful. i never seen so much stars. he was beautiful. the way he's so easily mesmerized by the galaxy. then i told him about andromeda. about fallen stars and the ridiculous way humans are created. he got me with the dead star part. so enticing. somehow we always talk about the same thing yet they get deeper each time we do.

"it's so nice, it's so beautiful.."

"yes it is, makes you wanna lie on your back and just gaze at it."

with that he lit up and like an excited boy, he made way to the barren open field. i didn't think he was serious. but finally we just got too oblivious and settled for a perfect spot. it didn't matter to us if they were looking. or that we're not even suppose to lie there. but the winking moon and star were too beautiful. maybe they were following us, maybe they're not. he's such a breather. i never tried doing things like this. i tried to let it go and think that maybe this is just wasted time. but he isn't wasted time. he's a breather. something so different and sacred.

to put a stop will be something right but doing the right thing isn't what i want to do. doesn't matter that people are checking up on us. or that it's hard to stay to get what you want. i just want to get lost in his world for as long as i still can. all i want is to be in his andromeda. just me and him against the world.




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