joo keeps saying that i am too free for my own good. so tonight i am going to show her that i am more free than she thinks i am. first of all, i know i haven't been expressing enough affection towards my tots but trust me, i love them with all my heart. the most different people you can find put together. i won't say i know each and every one of them the best but i'm thankful. how many of you out there can actually boast about a handful of close girlfriends you can really trust with anything? i mean, anything. they're like sisters i never had whom i can confide in on so many things. too many, sometimes i still feel a little queasy talking about certain topics. hehe.

well, i promised bib i'd blog about her anyway. hahahahaha. it's hard to blog about her lah. i don't even have solo shots of her in this computer. and plus her birthday has passed.

but then again, like i said, I AM VERY FREE.

so to take my mind off Phi Phi Island for awhile, i took out all these random photos and decided maybe i might as well blog about all of them tonight.









see at least i have better-looking pictures to prove that i love my tots very much.

a trip to dblO is never mundane. no matter how often we go there. well, depends on the company as well. but i always have good company so that is never an issue. i think the pictures are all badly-taken. (camera phones suck!) i didn't charge my digicam that night so we had to make do with zaqeen's phone all night. yes zaqeen, my ex-primary school boy! he used to follow me back home after school everyday for free ice-cream. then my dad will find him climbing around the staircase while he waits for me to get ready to go ngaji. and he'll go "adek, monyet kat luar tu saper? your friend eh?" and i'll just shrug and pretend that i don't know what he's talking about. that was when we were eleven. we're all grown up now. he has a girlfriend. and i, i stopped going to ngaji.









i love squeezy photos! although i'm much left behind in most of them.

remember the bridge. i love going to the bridge. we use to drink alot of beer at that place. but i don't get that anymore. i guess people just change over time. it makes you feel way up there. so the other night (i can't remember which night) i took raudah to the bridge to just clear some air in her head. she just talked. and i just listened. and we ended up recalling old embarrassing songs untill a few matreps went one level down the bridge and danced to reggae music in the dark tunnel. i swear to god they were dancing down there! i can't help but to look. pathetic hanyut motherfuckers. i know it's very dark down there tapi takmo feeling club lah please. joget dengan muka muka pulak tu! oh my god. and one of them just peed down there. cause the smell got too overwhelming, raudah and i just leave shortly after.









aysha's chalet on wednesday night! not entirely her's actually. it was faizal's and friends' whom i don't really know or was acquainted with. i have no idea why i said yes in the first place. oh now i know why. because i was SO FREE. I HAD NOTHING TO DO THAT NIGHT. so i agreed to come! and yah, plus her mom's brownies. i came for the brownies, yum.





and for lina! i miss her so muchhh! she wants to go to thailand too! is that cool or what. she totally feel me on this one. i was so glad she and fee d decided to come because everyone was already getting dizzy and were on the high. i drank moderately. and watched alot of tv. the vcds, they saved my life.

now i don't know what else to do. i came this close to revamping this whole site but my fingers are numb and tired. maybe i should go watch some more dvds. aysha mana kau? i'm bored. can someone come over to my house right now and watch babel with me. damn it, i'm so free.



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