i have magic fingers, it's true! i spent like two fuckin hours pulling all the wires out and re-fixing the fan thingy in the cpu cause last night the computer just died on me. i couldn't sleep well tonight. i kept wondering what on earth could have possibly screwed my only desktop over like that. it was torturous. the thought of cutting yourself out from the entire world wide web. but it worked. my magic worked. now it's back to life and i managed to revamp the entire visual section on this blog as well. check it out, the pictures aren't very recent but it's the newest i could afford right now. the rest are still fresh on this page. i'll update them again in the afternoon. or tomorrow, if the computer decides to continue living.

tomorrow i'm going job-hunting with fee d! a real thousand-dollar permanent job. i need to start earning. to pay back the six hundred dollar loan and my handphone bills. (which is still overdue, so do not text. just call.)


and for phi phi island.


yes phi phi island.
the succumbing lie.
you're a tyrant. a dynamite.
i hate being in the down low sometimes.
this slithering nut shell that wouldn't break free.
come lay with me again tonight.
and the way you crept in. haha.
it was funny.
and exciting.
risky at times but why am i not afraid.
to watch my reflection against your skin.
two bodies juxtaposed.
like a ticking time bomb.
just waiting to explode.





phi phi island.



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