it pierces through your heart. it attacks you where it hurts the most. like a nuclear weapon unleashed, so baseless and intangible. you can't see it but you can feel them when you sleep. well tell you what, i get sleepless nights too. i get paranoid sometimes too. and insecure at that. i'm sorry we're crazy. i'm sorry but i haven't felt so happy in such a long time. i'm sorry i have to be happy at her expense. but you're like a dream come true. a fairy tale without an ending. a line nobody dares to cross. you're a risk i had been wanting to savor all my life. but what am i? the drink to forget her? the medicine you stop taking once it gets better? what is it? you're amazing, sugar pie. i'm having trouble keeping up with your pace. i don't know how you do it. i don't know how you do it at all.



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