OH MY GADDDD. (inserts joo's and bib's bimbotic tones) I'VE SO MUCH TO SHARE TONIGHT!

but i can't ya know? because this is a blog. it's the freaking world wide web, we're talking about. and with or WITHOUT the password (1st prize at some places), this secret little haven of mine is often being intruded. mysterious right?! tell meh about it! (inserts bimbotic tone again).

tonight we had dinner at al-majlis down haji lane and by dinner i meant dinner and not buka if you know what i mean. they have the most delicious, yummiest, creamiest and not so dry kind of mashed potatoes you can ever imagine. i have a wisdom tooth growing in my mouth but joo talked me into sharing a plate of mixed ribs with her while bib had chicken wrap and hani ordered a plate of grilled sausages. carnivores don't argue over vegetables. anything pertaining to the opposite sex is often being discussed although i may forget how it feels like having a real, significant other. then joo and bib started rambling on and on about the hills. it's bimbotic enough that you guys watch mtv in the first place ok. haha! i feel a lot less like heidi nowadays, thanks to you people. i'm sorry your boyfriends think you are bimbos but try having a boyfriend who watches laguna beach. am i reminiscing?! are you, fi?! bugis street and one happy purchase. i am so bloody happy. andi and friends joined us afterwards. andi irwin, why must you ride a scrambler? why?

i'm going back to school in november! *blows air kisses to my mom*
everyone thinks i'm really grownup-ish now. i made a fair deal and by then i won't have to feel shitty about how a big bummer i'm becoming each time i wake up in the morning. my foot almost got run over by my brother's car again this afternoon when he drove me up to mdis. he always forgets about my handbag at the back of the car. stupid fucking asshole.

the pain on the left gum is much more excruciating as compared to the right ones but sometimes it gets really annoying whenever i try to chew on hard things. like it isn't really painful but each tiny bite just reminds you of it. all that good food go to waste because i don't chew anymore, i just swallow them straight in. saturday's trip to jb with the family was a long one. finally! a perfect baju kurong made just for me! it's so fuckin hard, this body. i don't understand this body at all. a pair of shoes, skinny jeans and good food at the grand hyatt. nosy old people who thinks i'm still schooling. maybe, just maybe. i was busy keeping my options open.

nizam was there as well. of all places, of all people.

argh my dad is so irritating. what's so cool about my dad? nobody in his right mind would find my father cool. he's so far from cool. nothing but cool. UN-COOL.

and before i go sahur, this is a lomopervert. sugar pie, pablo honey, gum drop schnookum schnookum, beef jerky on a cold and frosty morning, salty ears, if your man is easily tickled, slap him. hard.















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