she stole my future.
she broke my dream.

the best place to be in a longest time. i saw sadness this morning. if i was in her position, i would have done the exact same thing too. the ride was quiet today, we had nothing much to talk about. we only disagree so that's about all enemies should do. from where we started, it wasn't a humble beginning. everyone frowned upon us, staring at us from afar. looking and analysing like they really know what's going on in our lives. the future was made out for me, i did not steal this from anyone. i did not steal this from you.

going to school has given me something constant to look forward to. i made new friends. one's a junkie, one's a budding actress and the other is the common miss two-shoes everyone needs to have as a friend. i have grown so used to making three friends at each and every first day of school, anyway. now that i've realised how much i miss the sun, i try to make full use of what's left ahead of me every single day. making plans here and there.. time is not the factor here, waking up early has never been easier. but halfway through the day, i just get so tired and snoozy suddenly. it's not like me to turn restless especially when i'm having so much fun outside. yesterday, over lunch, i discovered i had about a hundred dollars less left in my purse and i can't help wondering what the fuck did i do with all my money over the week. i am so pathetic. pard, i AM FINALLY PATHETIC. haha!

please don't get sick of me.

on monday, we had rubbery chicken skin for dinner. all the way up to clementi and you cannot imagine the human population over there, unless of course, if you live in that neighbourhood. we took the bus back with the intention of dropping by bedok for rojak and apple strudel but the rain and strong aircondition almost froze us to death along the way. i was getting really snoozy so i told him to give it a pass. but the boy loves to eat. we had sushi instead. and then i went home to sleep.

tuesday we did vivo, had sucky food for lunch at banquet and off to watch the december boys. daniel radcliffe has hairy legs. if you fancy watching harry potter finally snog a girl. a real snog, not just kissing. i give the december boys 4/5 popcorns because it managed to keep me up eventhough i was always almost falling asleep in the theatre. the next day, i had a better version of mee goreng kerang at mas ayu, my most favourite place to have them cockles! the night before, something bad happened to my handphone, someone must've casted a spell on it because i was just giving the battery a charge and browsing through the gallery when the screen suddenly just died on me. so after i sent it away for repair on wednesday, i was upset because i will have to make do with my granny's old phone cum my maid's phone till this monday. the phone i'm currently using is totally obsolete and you won't even guess the model number. it has like a tiny screen where all the large and ugly fonts get to cramp together. real unsightly, i can't stand it.

all i ever wanted to do yesterday was to get home early and just sleep the whole afternoon away. it's been some time since i last had the chance to do that. but afiq had to drag me all the way to tp to catch a movie and kill more time. okay he didn't really drag me there. i've always wanted to watch and understand forrest gump.

we did something crazy afterwards. i've never stepped onto so much algae in my entire life.

please don't get sick of me.



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