contrary to popular belief, i think you're compassionate, endearing and sometimes just so nice to talk to about non-serious stuff like clothes, what to wear or what not to wear, boyfriends, boyfriends' ex-girlfriends, boys in general, food, places, ugly people, shoes, i know you love shoes. besides bitching, we, of course talk about serious things too. insecurity. failing to fit in. being paranoid. our families or just being sad. sometimes i go to you, instead of the others, because you happen to be the one who has the most similar, almost dangerously alike taste as i do. and i loved that about you. so what is it that you're unhappy about this time? did it really put you off that i tried taking back what's mine? or maybe you were never really happy for me in the first place? you for some reason, have something against the things i do and i wished we could have atleast hold this on for a little while longer. you know, just talk and reason things out. or maybe i could wait for you to cool down. i would have given anything to do just that. but nope. sometimes people don't act the way you expect them to and i won't hold you against that. i wonder how you do it. cause i definitely cannot bring myself to say or do something like that to someone i've known for so long. but you've taught me something really important this time. people, they walk in and out of your life.



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