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fi - like a woman scorned.
7th October 1988 - a star
is born. paranoid android. online since 2003, here you'll read about her daily spasms, visual spreads of close loves and a tinge of artworks from time to time. welcome to her humble abode.

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Saturday, March 15, 2008
we need a catalyst.

should i move to lj?! wah lj cut and screen comment system.. sounds like a boatload of fun seh. i can dump all my pictures into one entry without feeling guilty of jamming up my readers' computer (well that's what they always tell me) lah like that. can also lock entries. (yay can bitch bitch bitch and bitch some more!) joo was telling me over a cup of mayo this afternoon that lj was better than blogger and you'd be surprised to see how much more lj friends you have over there than the blogger ones now. you wouldn't guess who i bumped into while i was on the bus to yishun today. shakes head. barfs all over her face. peels that disgusting mole off her cheek and stuff it up her nose. rolls eyes at her ugly brown bag. ah you no need to know lah kay. wait you also wanna barf. anyway, what was i doing in yishun again? oh nothing lah i was just bored to the bone. boredom of all king of boredoms. never felt any boredom as overwhelming as that. i actually took a second shower for the day, got dressed, put on my make up and just stared into the mirror and wonder to myself where the fuck was i headed out to anyway. i didn't make any plans, nope. nobody called to make plans with me either. sha was playing mind games, one minute she texted me saying there was something urgent and the next minute she just ignored my calls for like the millionth time. so i assumed she wasn't interested to meet me anyway. one hopeless neighbor, that one. so i randomly dialed every number on my phone just to see what it was like asking someone out. (haven't been doing that for the longest time now haha!) dy was in jakarta, pard in bangkok.. why is everybody out of town?! the rest of the tots' prepaid value was low, nothing new there. joo finally saved my life and invited me over to the other side. it's always greener on the other side, i fink. afiq called for awhile yay but ok lets not talk about that first. joo was sick and i believed her. the weather was so hot today i could fry eggs on my head as i walk around for the polyclinic over there. yishun people cannot trust one, they always give me wrong directions so most of the time, i got lost. nothing new there also.

it was so nice to just sit and eat chicken and talk to your girlfriend about anything and everything. in other words, catch up. shit joo i kinda miss you! and the rest of the tots too! then she told me something about bib which almost made my jaw drop to the ground. GASP..!! BIB BIB HOORAY! nyahahaha. then her friend nat came and just in time, fee d called to ask if i'd like to drop by town for the night. ahh nothing could've sounded more brilliant than that so i said yes and went over to somerset to meet him. he has more hair now! and his bike has a new pair of tires.. he sped around the bent again, something i truly detest about him while on the road. but i must've said something annoying before that anyway. walked down to borders and i bought chronicles of diana for my aunt. thirty dollars for a nice pink cover. worth it! had nowhere else to go so the both of us just sat down on the carpets and lauged ourselves silly with ns comic books. what a great way to help me think about afiq eh. thank you fee. we had dinner at swensens, don't think i'm going to dine there anymore, the menu is getting really sucky. asian delights my ass la who the hell goes to swensens to eat mee goreng sia. but one girl ordered chicken rice and we couldn't stop laughing at her. hahaha! after seven years, i finally found out something bizarre about my dear friend right here. wow this one won the best kept secret, hands down. better than bib's, i must say.







life.. full of secrets eh.

two days and i turn out quite okay. except for the random pangs i get at night where i suddenly pick up my phone and impatiently start dialing afiq's number only to realise that he's not gonna pick up anyway. i'm glad he's sleeping well right now.

i miss you, terribly..




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